Sunday, January 13, 2013

The time is now...

As I put out my last cigarette hours ago, I am ready! I have smoked my life away and now it is time for me to live it.

I am scared for the morning, maybe that is why I am prolonging shut eye. Maybe this is why I am staring aimlessly at this screen, hoping something witty will come and make me forget that I am going to be an Ogre in the morning. I am pretty sure that by noon tomorrow I will be in full fledge Godzilla mode, stomping Lego houses and feelings. Hell I may even climb the walls, but the fact remains.... I am ready. I have never been so eager to put down my cancer sticks. Maybe it's time or maybe I just want to feed my fat ass pizza in Italy next year. Whatever the case may be, it is here. The time is now.

I have my water ready, plenty of fruits and veggies and Greek yogurt. Today at the store I felt like I was getting ready for the apocalypse. Cart packed full of shit and only half of it made my mouth water. Oh goodness help me complete my 7 day detox lol, I may eat my hand.

But I am ready.... The time is now!!!

Weigh in in the am!!!

Chelsie

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